I haven't posted in a long while, and it's time. A great deal of time has passed since my last post, and it will take me a while to write it all down here. So here goes.
I had no work today, and tried applying for unemployment at the Colo. Division of Labor and Employment, and when I got to the point where you have to register for work, I did something wrong, that caused a weird error on their website, and I never could get back in to finish my application.
After that I tried to call the Colo Division of Labor and Employment, but the first three times I got a "Your call cannot be completed as dialed, all circuits are busy. Please try your call again. Message D-E-N." So no way to get thru to a real human being to assist with filing for job attached unemployment. Typical bureaucracy : not enough help and droves of applicants all trying to do the same thing.
Then Tomas, Tom's roommate was dropped off by his friend Dale, and Tomas went upstairs, and promptly fell down and knocked his table over, was incoherent, and I struggled mightily to get him to lay down on his bed or sit in his chair, and still he wants to get around and flail and flop around, and he won't eat the hot dog I made for him. Had to feed him the hot dog and almost got bit for my trouble, and still he won't eat it. I'm going to try and get him to eat one of his fruit cups, and this gets his blood sugar up fast, and it works if he will eat it down.
I sure am tired of helping him out, and he won't do anything to help himself, won't eat on schedule, can't get more money on his food stamps and get food, and his so called friends just drop him off an leave him here, and I have to deal with him. Tomas needs to go into a care facility, and the sooner the better.
In Washington D.C., the so called Super Committee in Washington has failed to come to a deal to cut the budget, and they have till tomorrow night to come to an agreement, and if they don't, who knows what will happen. Some more chaotic drops in the Dow Jones, NASDAQ and OTC stock markets here and similar plunges in stock markets around the world, led over the cliff by Wall Street brokers more than likely. These people in the Congress obviously don't care, so why should I, or anyone else in the nation who isn't a politician, lobbyist, or bankster, care about them ? WHY ????? I sure don't.
I had no work again today, and had no work Friday, so another work week gone with only 29 hours pay coming, and this week is another short week of work, so the check coming this week is going to be correspondingly short again, as has been the case all this year, since I started working at my current job, and most of this century so far to tell the truth. This whole century so far has been a wash financially, and I have finally concluded that it's not going to get any better financially for me, or for many of the working class, former middle class, non-degreed professional working people whose degrees are no longer in demand or applicable to the work structure and environment we have today. The system extant has failed us, and we can't have an entire nation of paper pushers, bureaucrats, service workers, and illegal aliens all competing for a fixed or shrinking pool of jobs. Not everyone can or should have to have an advanced degree to have a decent paying job, or be expected to jump right into a job right out of college and be willing to work six days a week, ten or twelve hours a week for a salary that is less than the amount they thought they would be compensated for their years of discipline and study. That is wrong, but like so much else this century, that is the norm.
I still do not have my truck, and I called Dale earlier, and he said my truck should be ready in a day or two. How many times have I heard that since July ? I hope he is telling me the real situation, as I have a whole four months of work to do in my storage unit, and this is the 21st already, and I owe for my phone and internet and must pay this by the 23rd, and maybe a day's leeway, then both the Internet and my phone will be turned off, and I will be out of contact with everyone and everything. Another consequence of not enough pay and fixed and growing expenses that never get less.
I do know I am tired of chasing the carrot on a stick in front of me, continuing to try to get that carrot but never getting any closer to it, nor getting more money or getting ahead financially from working a job for a living. A degreed professional in the Wealthy Criminal Class can earn a fortune by just getting inside information from his crony buddies and need not work harder than a few keystrokes an moving a mouse on a computer at work, or even at home. The working/middle class drone is a SUCKER, and why the middle class continues to be a sucker is beyond me. Obviously the so-called Scientific Management mantra of the Protestant Work Ethic/Operant Conditioning works to keep the drones in line, and in their place. But I have learned it is a sham and a delusion, and don’t believe what the government-media complex says, and haven’t for some time now.
I have started making connections with people on three new sites that represent farming, survival and self sufficient living, but it is too soon to have any results from these sites, and it will take time. I do know the way of life I have been living is coming to an end, and it is time to connect and network with other people who see the reality of what is coming, and are making preparations for whatever is coming, as much as one can prepare for the end of the world as we know it. But the end is in sight, and the final phase of whatever is going to happen is about to start.